temptations.

for the best hold yourself back right? oh, & dont mind my question openers for my intro. but outta temptations people do the stupidest things ever. they fall, they cry, they get hurt, & most of all they are scarred & probably will regret. but on the other side .. there are people who fall into temptation & find the greatest things. love, fame, & the greatest things ever. its just really on how much we are willing to go, the path always change & you got to see how you can be able to handle. like it says " if you want it that bad, you'd have it" i miss summer.

gluttony

is too much, too much? i quite frankly think so. & now im am most likely going to be on a bread & water diet haha. i went to great wall buffet with the family & got four plates w/ a side of vanilla ice cream & finished that damn fortune cookie that had the fortune saying, " can i get some directions (to where?) to your heart" haha thats probably the corniest & worst thing i got out of a cookie. but i got to say my strike isnt over with drinking. im growing a bad habit. & its going to stick for a while. i know.

never too much.

i really think im a energizer bunny, i keep going & going & going. its truely an amazing thing. NO! its more like im a glow in the dark sticker. i work better at night after the light [day] !! haha ohh man. dicks [coochies] have the best burgers & fries when your drunk or not sober haha. when you come when your not its just alright. but sonics is real good haha.

& if your eally think about it friends stay aside you for a really long time, & if you look closer you'll see who actually helps & who doesnt. there are countless friensd i have that are keepers & sadly i also have countless that arent. but like the quote said " theres a reason why they are not here " its true.

gawhs i'll blog more im going on craigslist now.

bleed

we all have bad habits like picking at scabs & letting it try to heal over & over again but the cycle doesn't stop until we stop. so sometimes you just need to ignore yourself & change into someone else until your scabs better so theres nothing to pick at? think outside the box.

sadly

i replay the song on your myspace to re-ensure that i still got you, that you still want me. i hope your not falling out while i fall in farther. all i think about is " i wonder if i think about him too much? how can i make myself not so stupid?" you know .. im usually not like this. usually jnp is this knowned PIMP. & here he is falling. into only what god knows. its a killer. & i try to make myself happier by looking at cute pictures like this one.



but anywhoo .. my little sister is ill & i have to wake up early today to go to the hospital. thats what big brothers do.

california

i will see you again soon my dear, MUAHAHAH! (: