Love how i can blog from my phone now hhahaha and tumble! And tweet! Lmao jeez.

Testing testing. Mobile blog go!

i cannot

skgksrg get over you, your the scum between my toes.

i hate laying in bed thinking about when was the last time we held each others
i hate thinkin about the advice you gave me everytime we talked
i hate thinkin about how you were the only one who actually helped me stay sane
i hate that i cried before i left you
i hate that i gave up on you
i hate how you are the wierdest person in the world but got the greatest hold on me.

i hate it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2O4iDrf6ic

love.

i do not ask nor do i beg for it. i stand all alone without love. if there was ever a day i do wish i was it was because i was intoxicated.

i will stand with jnp

you moved to cali? i guess i wouldnt have known. but dont think because i dont talk to you im not thinking about you. i wonder because i care i care because i lub you. plz dont be mad at me. i know im the worst when it comes to a friend. but im still your friend...if you consider me so.

take care and be safe. ___ <3

why

cant i sleep, but not only that i have tears fall down myface, with my nose snifflin, i feel almost as im making my sickness an excuse for my emotions. i feel like i cant stand tall so i need to be recharged my cousin, & bestfriends. i keep placing myself in situations where i know i dont want to be at anymore, because ive been there done that. not only but i surround myself aorund by people who obviously cant control their mind & cant be civialized most of the time. its foolish because out of all the people i hang out with, im always the youngest, so if i could be up there & know how to act.. why cant they? makes no sense, another one rant, no one knows how to clan up after themselfs, no one wants to help, no one wants a happier day because when a small situation comes by someone always have to mae the small little issues into a big commotion for noaperent reason, isnt that silly hahah.