jenny troung phillips;

jenny jenny jenny thanh smalls chenny, my dear love. my other half, right side of my brain, & cousin.

through thick & thin we stil know when somethings up, we cry, laugh, smile, fear together. & thats why i think we're so close. your my inspiration & im yours. lets keep this up. no matter how far i go no matter how far you go you know we'll both have each others back. when you left i cried a ocean & i hope you dont cry an ocean for me. where your heart melts. im there to make sure you stick with a good concious. where ever your stuck im there to be the super jnp. & whenever my brian turns off & heart starts pouring emotions your there to give me those little big hugs with your 4'11 self. or 10 haha. we dream together, we hope together, we even hide & run away together, we even stole together, skipped together, thizzed together, & got hecka fucking high together. theres nothing we've done. butt heads but always said sorry. you know i coudl always forget you for whatever you do. even if it means you might crash my car someday. i will forget you hahaha. just remember i love & wont stop loving you cousin.

never happy

things never change.

no matter how much you talk to them they dont hear. no matter how much you yell they will not change & no matter how much you show you got yourself & could go far away from them & no matter how much you leave them they still will not change. they will always be yelling over the stupid things. they will still be acting like they are half your age when they are suppose to be the wise ol' greatful one. but no. its never that way its never gonna be different. the reason why is that the old days were fucked up & stupid & didnt know better, you make mistakes for the future generation to know right? its always going to be like that & so it remains still the same. she can be sitting there drinking to herself crying & still i will just stand here watching her without hesitation just do nothing. it hurts to the point where i see her cry i dont want to do anything. she gave me pain & dont relieve her pain. btu the reaosn why i do is because her pasin is never from our family. it never is because she doesnt care about us, her pain is from all the niggas that walk in & out of her life. standing there around family parties like she is still strong with her so called husband. growing up was hard. harder than hard. it was going up a 90 degree hill with a stick. waking up early in the middle of the night & hearing the fights, hearing the clutter hearing the mess that they be making makes you wonder how did you ever get through it then later you jsut think it was easy. the more pain you through the strong you will get. & eventualkly things will change. because when you think it isnt going to change you change. & when you change you can walk away from everything with no hesitation. its not called heartless or self conceited. its called things will change. so take that walk. for the better.

juicing oranges

try sqeezing the juice out an orange with just the little circle thingy that has a bump on it . its a killer. my arm is so sore. but i was thinking about it, they had so much do back then. thats why usa was so non fat. now just because we have more simplisities people take advantage of it & dont even work out. we have so much obesitiy. its sad. oh & so i thought when i get my place i want it to be all the way up stairs & i want to have regular old school coffee makers can openers & alot of plants so its work for me to keep them up to shape. not like the rest of the us.

cook

when your cookin yoiu feel heat so you put up with it & then you lower the heat. when in life when things get hard to sustain people just quit . & if they had never quit in the first place & just put up with the hard times jsut a little bit more things will settle down, & that comes to my conclusion that there are many weak people & that is why their life is so miserable. or to them. everyone has thier own pace & everyone has their own limit. a person can just take so much. but a even stronger person can take much more than a normal one's limit. & heres my question of the day. are you weak or are you strong? & would you think you could help yourslef become a better person?