fly around in cirlces

im all in for change, im tired of repeating the past, i am most certainly flying in circles currently & i can rant about how much it bothers me but i wont. if anything i much rather talk about my family who are repeating the past, but i still wont. i want to talk about how i run like a plane. sounds odd but i think right now it is the best metaphor. for a plane to go you need gas, & to get gas you have to land. people need to understand the fact that when you fly up there just so much gas you have to keep flying. you have a destination & thats where it'll take you. but sooner or later you need to calm down & land, safely & sane, to reality & notice that you need to land. if you dont notice you need to land & rest you will run out of gas & crash. right???