let down.

everything i think of , everything i hope for, everyone i see up to, always end up letting me down in some big or small way. everything could be easy, everything could be happy, & everything we say & do could measure up to have a bigger impact. the thing that is sad is that no one thinks before they act. i am a leo so i automatically do. it is a process of how i act. i miss the old days where i didnt have to.