infactuated

im madly infatuated with this person but we barely talk & my mind just pumps it up and make up the rest for their part when we don't talk. we got off on such a great foot then we realized the fact that it wont work we stopped communicated daily & sadly i think this is gonna be the worse thing for me to turn down, sounds crazy but i've never had such strong feelings for anyone else and its sad that they're 4-5 hours away. gahhhhhhh. other than that life is a peice of cake right now.