lost

for myself i am the happiest i can be but for my family & friends i cant say the same & it sucks to feel that i cant do anything but give them advice & attention but i can only do so much until they wont take it & they ignore us & blame it on us. maybe i just need to give them space & pray for my cousin to come back from hawaii because surely i had too much friend time & its time for family qt.

& you know what? i hate people. i fucking hate people who blame shit on others. that bothyers me so much because ive noticed my friends do that alot. i dont understand why they can man up & say its my fault. but its whatever. im happy & im going to stay happy, with or without people.