getting back to the good life

after the tornado that hit my heart.. mind.. and soul.. I decided that I really don't need anyone there yet. because I am still bittersweet. what I need to do is keep myself happy with a job and if I do think someone has potential I got to keep my limits and not cross the line and lead them on to a bitter beginning relationship. I need to think ahead and get a job and just be happy with myself. I have all these signs. I am in the good life but im not living it. so what am I waiting for you ask?? " never rush things and it will come out beautifully with perfection" im giving it time so I can come to love where im at and live the good life hahah.