tears

I always find myself tearing and I always wonder if that is my allergies or is it cause I yawn or just simply because I never cry and I have little outbreaks of tears everyday. I really wouldn't know and I think I will never know which is the sad part because I don't understand myself . saddd. but I went hrough my old quotes and I thought they weren't bad. just thought I was a lot stronger than I am today. I means no wonder why I was so big headed. its becauase I was so strog and I knew how to keep my head up. so as of right now say fuck everything have fun and get my shit together and be strong once again. because nigga im jnp.