diem nguyen

i havnt blogged about you & i bet you broke you into pieces, i am very sorry about that hunny. but you know you always always will have a special place in my heart & no matter how dumb you may be & no matter how much you know i am rude to you, you know i do it out of love. i guess i jst see you as a little sister. i cannot just help seeing you cry or even be hurt in any little way i REALLY cant. i just want the best for you & thats all i ever want. we had so many stupid days & night that i will never forget. it may seem like i dont remember mch, i do remember the important things trust me. i have this thing where i live in the past in my mind. i really do & its only the good little things that counts in my head. like lisa's favorite song .. i will wait in the pouring rain just for you if you ever needed anything, fuck that even when there is a natural disaster i will still be there for you, just make suer you remember who really loves you in the world hunny. & it may seem like life is a game, but it really isnt . it really isnt all it is, is a movie. there are so many chapters in our life but nothing is scripted. we will be the actors in our life & trust me you are ONE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS. haha. i hope that made you laugh but i seriously. & you know i will always have a shoulder for you or either a hug waiting for you or either a cloud for you to hop on & we can fly together. i WILL be there for you no matter what. i love you diem nguyen. (: