do you know?

do you know that life doesnt get better? its reality it just dont, we always look abck & said its the better days but if you really think about it its because your still working on it, because when your there thats when you say im living the good life, i swear when i was younger things were so much easier but now living on my own doing my own shit , i know it may not seem liek it but i am always scared i am scared that i dont know what to do, its horrible. i always ask for gods guidence and he always sends me my amazing friends if it wasnt for my amazing friends i think i would be on the park somewhere looking like a bum no lie, people look at me & say oh he has it easy oh he lives a good life everyone loves him. but NO thats not even the start of it. im hoping thats going to be my end of happiness. & vannaray khoy, i pray for her everyday. i love her so much.