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fuck you, if you feel offended by that in anyway then you are probably one of the people i really mean it to. first of all i HATE people who supposedly are suppose to be close to you & are suppose to be CLOSE but arent. hahah your hilarious. YOU KNOW when shit goes down you always expect me to be there right on the dot when i never ask anything from you! at all! & you just act all shady to me thats perfectly fine with me. & if you think we are losing each others maybe we are. remember i go by the quote ," friends tell people alot about you" ? & i dont want to be around you if you act like that, you've changed & its sad. because it was not for the better. OH & i also hate people who expect me to stay the same. change is always happening. & just because i am growing up & dont feel like going out & being the center of the party anymore, then i just fucking dont. let that be. i need to get my shit together & if you dont like it fuck you & you need some growing up to do. i much rather stay home with my brother & drink while watching tv. you know casual stuff. & alot of people have been noticing me sad, im not sad i just feel like i need to calm it down for myself a couple notches i mean i do have to get my shit correct right now.