not anymore

i told myself i will escape the summer's end. but it caught up to me. its like god said i couldnt leave seattle & i have to deal with my shit now. its funny because he did that by letting someone steal my wallet! aha i had to get a copy of my birth certificate, made a new id, & finally finished faxing my papers for school, so im good. i NOW know that summer is over & my life is going to be miserable. haha.i am sadly single & still keep dreaming about lies. but hey a nigga can day dream. im just goign to take my time & sooner or later i will find someone who i can deal with & that will give me as much as i give them. did i tell the world that i am moving to cali? lmao i know right all the damn time, but after im done with my classes the first thing i am doing is getting a condo in sf or la. im done & want a new life. i love this life i love being so street smart in seattle, btu its time to make me grow that rep. in cali. love me now because i wont be here later. i will be here later later, haha does that makes sense?