maybe not.

were not meant to be, its really hard with you breathing down my neck not only the fact that you always try to manipulate me constantly, it bothers me. you always try to make me look bad but your the one tempting me to say something or anything, i think our perfect philosophy is that you act more like a dog & i act more like a cat. your aggressive, obnoxious, & consistent. as for me i am more gentle, quiet, mannered, & i come & go as i please, & i cant have someone to tell me no. it really sucks because i like you so much & tried so hard already. its not that im staying with you because ive already put so much into it but its just that fact that i dont want to give up on what we have, had or wherever it is now. i feel high almost all the time around you now, & when im not it feels right to be high because i have an excuse to feel the way i do. its foolish, more than that i am acting foolish. when it comes to you i cant explain anything, my words fumble & i stutter. all my knowledge goes out the door when it comes to you, i dont know what to do. when i should. when i should know exactly what to do. my weakness when it comes to you is that i let EVERYTHING slide. i cant argue with you because when i look at you i smile. but you should know that, that power you have of me is slowly going away. you dont give me alot of good reasons to stay happy. & I AM NOT A PEICE OF MEAT. you always give off that impression. it bothers me. another thing .. is that you say one thing but your actions beg to differ. please tell me what to do ):