rain will go away

this past month have learned so much about myself more than throughout my whole life. & all because of you. i learned that ive never fallen as hard as i did for you, & ive learn that with this power you have of me, YOU could kill me in a heart beat. I CANT STAND BEING WITHOUT YOU. you think you miss me more? & you think you have more fatal feelings than me? baby you have no idea. your in vegas ding only god knows & ive been injecting myself with all sorts of drugs because i hate waking up without your face here, i have gone to the place where i didnt want to be when we first started this. NOW you are going to end up leaving me & i can do nothing about it which really sucks because you could easy move on without me there, and i will be the one stuck on you with all these drugs in my system because your not here to stop me. i miss you. and i hate you.