dont like being used.

then dont hang out with people who are obviously there to just be another hangout. friends are the ones who actualy say & do miss you not to say i miss you to go kick it. they cant make time for you but as soon as they have nothing they hit you up. gawhs. i feel like i am getting tired of everything but also everyone is tired of me. im so bittersweet now im a jerk. i know i am. & i hate it. i need time away so i can come back to being my old sweet proper gentleman that i am. god please help me.