hate hate hate

I hate losing shit and you can't do anything about it. seriously fml. I went to the theatres today and on the way home I thought hey lets have a cig. but they weren't in my fuckin pockets noo. I lost them! a brandnew pack gone. fml. stupid shit man and ciggerettes are hella more money now like wtf. we are already killing ourselfs for them might as well make it cheaper damn fucking bastards. its my bbq tomorrow and I don't think anyone remembered. and idont even know if I could afford all the food. fml. I need a real job and real money. hate this slow money shit. " fast money slow money but never no money'just gotta keep that to mind. blah I wish life was easier. god help me.