friends!!

i gotta admit my friends are almost everything to me, they not only keep me happy but keep me inspired to make myself better. i hate the fact that the world is so competitive but i also like the fact that because it is, it makes you want to thrive some more. haha there is always a negative to a positive, vice versa. i got picked up by emily this morning & i saw meiko in the front seat, & emily almost ran a red light haha, we went over to nicks house & i was pretty surprised on how they all got something pierced.  everyday more & more i think i am surrounded by piercings, it almost make me want to take out all my piercings but thats such a  waste of money i've already done it so why bother. we ended up meeting up alissa calveen & this girl that really looks like michelle, it was scary close. after we met up emily & nick bought earings & lip studs, haha they are looking mighty sexy bomb now. & then went to great wall & nick, calveen, & i went on this little carousel haha it was fun  but it made me really lightheaded, then we watched ghost of girlfriends pasts, AGAIN! haha i hate watching it because ... ksbnghdbjg it makes me sad hahah! i was thinking about how the fuck am i ever going to get someone or how will i ever find the one? i never had that someone from the beginning. im always ALONE.  wahhhh.