hung over.

literally hung over, & just hung over with my life. its really time to actually stay sober for a while. and be happy authentically.& think more about whats more important than going to parties, i've been going to so many parties even for a 50 year old. its really sad to say that i am very young still & shouldnt be living a life like this yet. its what i was born into & raise as but i am more than this, i am a proper loving brother, friend, cousin, grandson, nephew, & influence. i shouldn't flaunt my parting habits to my friends nor my family.