if i could throw everything away

i could party all the time, & my life would be easy haha but its not that simple. i applied at xxi today & talked to one of the managers in front while i turned in my application and resume, i had it all on one paper front back kinda thing & she said it was cute i was glad she gave me a compliment. so i was like WHOOT WHOOT in my mind haha, & she said she needs stock & i really dont care as long as i just have a job im appy i didnt really want to show my face anyways haha. but as i was walking out of the store there was two niggas fighting in front of the store & i was laughing & told the manager about calling the security & i couldnt even walk out because the people was swarming to see what happened but they didnt even tried to stop it haha i thought it was hilarious. i just think its so funny how the world could stop whatever theryre doing , im talking even old ass people late 30's and 40's too, and just stand in a circle to see these idk 16yold kids fight. over a girl thats i seriously dont think is worth it at all. but whatever floats your boat. but in my relationship case, jenna is everyting i expected. someone who scared or doesnt even bother to texts me. so im slowly giving up. i should talk to her soon. but raen .. everything i didnt thought he was , he is. an amazing person. & not a snobby stuck up fool. as for serena, i dont get affections until i actually see her. so i know thats all lust from my point of view. i shuold jus tell her to be friends. i dont want her to have her heart broken twice by me.