right when i wake up

i could think about so many things. today it was reading my texts from jenna may & vannaray khoy. the two last people i thought of last night. but i noticed that when i texted them back it never came through! my phones is temporary off. sorry folks ): i need to find money quick i wish i could just go straight to next year so i could get money already! or if i could get a hold of my biological father so i can threaten him to either give me hella money or ima bring him to court for child support that motha f' im so evil. but hopefully tonight i could get so drunk i dont remember who i am, maybe that'll make it easier for me to want things food, & sleep. it would be alot easier for me about everything!