there are times

i find it hard to sleep at night, we are living through such trouble times. so i wake up smiling & just having so much faith & hope on a better day. you live your own life, you choose your decisions you have the ability to make it better or worse. all said & done so what do you do? if you really wanted to be happy you'd smile for yourself & push through the darkness. that is why i make myself look so stupid that all i can do is laugh because its helping myself heal. while i laugh & do these ridiculous things im healing my heart & my mind, you should think of it as like that also, or try to because it has worked for me. im becoming more atheist because not that i discriminate but more of the fact that i believe more in myself than god. when i want something to happen I, MYSELF, make it happen. am i right? i hope i dont offend anyone i really hope so. but this is my blog to give out my own opinion to myself. so rweer suck it! (:

i love you homie g skillet (: